So I haven't really blogged in a while; for many reasons. I find I write when I have a lot on my mind, but I think I'll write right now just because I love it. :) Ok, so a lot has happened. Kyle and I competed at Lake Placid and skated really well. Not perfect, but we had a lot of fun. In the end, when I am done with skating and getting on with my normal life...I think the memories I have from skating aren't going to be my competition scores, but what I saw and felt when I was out on that ice. There are no words, but it's simply amazing. As much as training may wear on me; there is no doubt that every time I step on the ice I feel it in my heart. Well, enough of that sentimental stuff. I went on vacation in Florida with my family and it was nice to have a break from the rink for a week. Needless to say, Florida was awesome. Getting back into skating again...not so awesome haha. However, Kyle and I surprisingly got back to where we left off within a day or so. Thank god. On the educational front...it's feeling a bit stormy. I just started studying for the LSAT's...not fun. Dear college, you never taught me how to answer riddles. Thanks for that. Getting into law school is deeming to be a challenge. How do people even know what is the ideal career for them? What if you go through everything and realize one day..it just wasn't what you wanted. I guess that actually happens a lot. I see the difficulty in realizing what's not right for you...but I see it more in finding the strength to start all over again. I went for a really long run today, and everything just seemed so clear. I can't really explain, but everything felt so good and I was exactly where I wanted to be. Why can't my view on a career feel the same way? They always said running away is easier than facing reality. haha. Maybe it's impossible..or maybe I'm just doing something wrong. I'll figure it out :D Sometimes all you have to do though is go for it, and never be afraid to make mistakes.
~Dreams don't pay the rent, but that doesn't keep us from dreaming.
