Skating today was rough. Fighting a cold, but I guess it’s better to get it out now. You can never look at a program and just think about how you are going to make it through, sick or not. It’s not even that skating was bad, but the worst disappointment is knowing that I mentally gave up. I know...don’t read too far into it….it’s just a day of training. Sometimes I feel like this in all aspects of life though. I look so forward to just the end product or to just making it through something stressful. However, I don’t want my life to just be a checklist finishing with a check next to “the end”. How depressing is that?! Everything I do in life, in skating, in school; I want to feel and take full advantage of. I want to look back at these moments and know I did everything that I could to make it the best, and I’m happy with it. Yeahh…well I think that’s good advice. I should listen to myself more often! Ok resting and watching Across the Universe. Best cure for the common cold: Hot tea with lemon and cayenne pepper….and a positive attitude:) Tomorrow will be better. Ciao…
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