Time out

I. Am. Overwhelmed!  I'm sitting sprawled out on my living room floor with my international relations book and notes and flashcards and study guide surrounding me.  I would rather sit and stare at a wall right now than study this.  It's not that I don't find it interesting, but I am just tired of reading.  I'm already so behind in my other classes.  The five class course load is starting to wear on me...and it's only March.  Spring break..save me!  Ok...it's still better than biology.  At least in this class I know that reading the material will equal a good grade.  In biology I could read all I want..or not...and I would leave the exam feeling the same way...defeated.  So..you know...writing about this is actually building my motivation up haha.  Kind of.  I had 4 hours of class today and I skated 2 sessions (my achilles is getting better!) and now it's become one of those study nights where I will read a paragraph and then NEED to make some tea, I'll make a flash card and then NEED to go on facebook, or I will memorize a slide and then NEED to take out the trash.  Take out the trash?..I never want to take out the trash...UNLESS...I'm procrastinating..I'm pretty sure my neighbors know by now when I'm studying...like oh boy, it's going to be a long night...she's taking out the trash again.  I am rambling.  Key point...I'm overwhelmed, tired, and not looking forward to this long night of studying.  I feel like the only leisure/rest time I will be getting until spring break is when I sleep, and even then sometimes I dream about my classes or skating.  Ahhh.
On a muchhh happier note...besides being overwhelmed...I feel good.  My physical therapy is painful, because I keep getting deep tissue massages and they hurt like no other.  However, my achilles is feeling a little better.  I mean, I'm not going to wake up one day with a perfect achilles, but I'll take what progress I can get.  In terms of how I've been feeling in knowing what I want in life, healing over what happened in the past in all aspects, and working towards the future...I solely am starting to believe that time does heal all wounds.  The clock stops for no one, so you better keep up.  Everything you do, the good and the bad, is yours.  You have to take it for what it is and was, and learn from it!
Ok...back to being studious.